the short wanderer

I finally had my graduation ceremony for my Bachelor's degree around two months ago - it was a pretty much delayed one and I have to admit that half of me wasn't really looking forward to it, but it all went well alhamdulillah. Well, it has been 2 years since I formally graduated, and my family wasn't even here to celebrate it so I felt like it wasn't really anything special, but I'm just still so glad that Kak Fina took some time off to see me walking across the stage on that day; it made me realise that this graduation was not only for me, but for so many other people 'behind the scenes' - the same people who keep on telling me how proud they are of me, while I struggle to find my own self-worth. From the first day I stepped my foot on London ground to this every day, everything still feels surreal. "I think God has given me so much blessings," I told Kak Fina recently. I'm not being ungrateful, but I feel like I'm undeserving of this muc