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AACD: A Gap Year in A Pandemic

(You may be wondering what AACD stands for, or you may not... hahah)

Well, if I am committed enough and this does actually become a series, then I am calling it AACD which stands for 'An Anecdote of Curveballs and Detours' because... isn't that what my life has gotten into? Unexpected detours!

(yes I wish I can call it ABCD but anyway)

To celebrate my survival of uncertainties in life, aka my first anniversary of being a graduate, aka the so-called 'gap year' I had never expected to experience, I figure I may as well recount and recap what the past year has been for me. Maybe more on what I did, since I think I have talked (wrote) a lot on what I felt over the past year hahaha so here's a top three highlights of my (pandemic) gap year!

1. Gained a priceless internship experience

Some of my friends have told me that I always seem so passionate and excited when I speak of my internship in Teach For Malaysia (TFM) lol but I'm not exaggerating though, I really am! My internship experience in TFM, which coincide with the phase I was stuck in (a confusing junction unfamiliar to those who just graduated university) changed a lot of perspectives I have towards many things - on a personal and general level. I can write a whole essay on what I have gained in TFM (I mean, it was 6 months long!), but in summary, some of the things that I have learned include (but not limited to):
  • Knowledge Management: As an intern, I mainly oversee the knowledge management of the team so I was in charge of preparing minutes as well as compiling and organising resources on our work portal (in TFM, we use Confluence as our KMS)
  • Stakeholder Engagement: When it comes to project management, I had the opportunity to support my team in engaging stakeholders (especially the public sector). I have to say that my BM skill has been so helpful in drafting emails, letters and even in making phone calls/texts to gov officers :)
  • Research & Development: I have always enjoyed doing research! So, I was particularly excited every time I was given the platform to support in researching and identifying issues related to education. I read a lot on educational issues in Sabah and Sarawak in particular and eventually, I developed an interest in social issues that are happening in East Malaysia.
  • Monitoring and Evaluation: Finally get to apply the formulas and tools in Google Slides/Sheets (and also Microsoft Excel/PowerPoint) I learned in my 'Research and Presentation Skills' module in my second year. I assisted my teammate in analysing data for progress or impact reporting to stakeholders, and also data for internal tracking
Though all those above forms a huge part of my internship, things that I remember from my internship aka the highlights of my time in TFM is actually more 'social' than technical haha.
  1. Working culture: Someone used to tell me: “With TFM, when they recruit/hire, they take on people who share the same mission. They know exactly why they join.” People I’ve met and talked to in TFM are those with a VERY high sense of purpose in life. They’re very purpose-driven and goal-driven (I guess also mission-driven). It is such a privilege to work with people of these traits, especially since I do find TFM values highly resonate with mine since the day I applied
  2. Learning about education inequity: I love the opportunities to learn about the cause TFM is fighting for, especially from the things shared in our Slack channel. The Teach For All conference was also one of the highlights in my internship that I have enjoyed the most, as the conversations and sharing sessions are so stimulating and inspiring *teary eyes*
  3. Working in a team: It’s technically my first time working closely within a team in a professional setting, and I have learned a lot (and have a lot to improve) on communicating within a team, exploring ideas, brainstorming together and make the most out of the space for discussion and negotiation. It wasn't as overwhelming as I thought it would be, thankfully! XD
Overall, if you are looking for a valuable learning experience and looking forward to completing an internship feeling *highly* inspired, I highly recommend TFM as a place for you to start! 

(also, guess who got featured on TFM website XD)


2. Tried out new things

New things always excite me weehee! I signed up for a volunteering project organised by Small Changes (SC), and as a volunteer, I was required to fundraise for the project we are working on. It took me a while to think about a fundraising project, but since I am in love with reading and have a passion for writing, I ended up offering a proofreading service (and also resume review) to raise money for the initiative by SC. It has been a wonderful experience, and I am so grateful that I managed to raise a total of RM241 (which is beyond the initial target of RM150 set for us)! I am still touched and thankful for the support I have received over the two months (May-June), and of course, credits and shoutouts to my English teachers who have done a great job in making me comfortable in using English as my second language hence being able to assist my friends in editing and reviewing their assignments and CV/resume :)



3. Of course, drowned myself in BOOKSSS!

This section needs no explanation haha. I won't actually call myself an avid reader, but I do think I love reading a lot. Being unemployed and a fresh graduate made me think a lot about what do I associate myself with, what do I think myself of, who am I actually without all these things I have been 'identified' with. Who am I, without being a student of this uni, without being an intern/employee for this company, without volunteering for this organisation, without living in a particular country, or identified to a specific race/religion; who would I be, what would become of me? The past months have made me realise, without all that, I would still be reading. Hamizah would still be holding dearly to her books, and that's probably exactly the things she would fill her treasure chest with.

I initially aimed to read a total of 15 books this year but I have already achieved my target halfway through the year hahah alhamdulillah! I may need to set a renewed target but I have been so occupied lately so I haven't revised my reading goal for the year (oppss!)

In case you are interested, here's a list of books I have read this year. The ones with * sign are the ones I would recommend others to read, while the ones with ** sign are the ones, in my personal opinion, not only worth reading but also worth buying! (provided we have the same taste in the kind of books we read la haha)




Was that it? No la, I mentioned just now it's my top three highlights, so there is actually more but I am trying not to write lengthy blog posts anymore (is this not lengthy hmm this is questionable Hamizah)

I will probably share a little bit more next time on the things I have done or maybe, in other words, some of the things you can do (in case anyone here is considering taking a gap year...?) but I can't promise anything! Haha mainly because I don't have that much free time I used to have and it has been tough for me to find the inspiration to write, well, I guess you know why hehe

So, shall I say stay tuned, or nah? I am not sure myself but I guess it's a goodbye from me for now, and please stay safe my virtual friends!







p/s: Would really appreciate it if you can also sedekahkan al-Fatihah to my aunt, Zubaidah M. Shariff, who recently passed away on 1st July 2021 (20 Zulkaedah 1442H) after battling against covid-19 for over two weeks. May Allah accept her 'amal and kindness and bless her with Jannah, Amin.

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